13 Autumns & A Widow

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

Ayim confessed that he likes me. But he is aware of my whatever-ship with Lutfi.
I dont know what to think.

Ayim is nice. But I cant love him.

Lutfi is great. Incredibly sweet. But I, um... I dont know. I like him too. A lot a lot. I am falling for him. It's just that I HATE to admit it when I miss him.

I dont wish to hurt anyone. SOmebody help me. Ya Allah, help me!!

Lutfi doesnt want competition. Does it mean he's letting me go? Sadded.... And Ayim said he wished the best for me and Fi... But I know what he's like. He was practically telling me that all guys are a bunch of fuckers who want to betray me. He was telling me that Wak Din is an ass and everything else...

I dont know what to do or say. I am thankful that I am liked, and at least I know I am not entirely hated.

Lutfi, I think I'm in love with you.
Ayim, you'll always be my best friend no matter what.
Uddin, please dont leave CSC.
Afai, you will be missed greatly.
Wak Din and Fazli, thanks for your PK videos. And I AM NOT WAK DIN'S GIRLFRIEND. But still... thanks for sending me home sometimes.
And...

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SHANNAH

XoXoXo
-born in year 1987
-birthdate unknown
-single && available
-is STILL in NYP
-has 2 jobs
-achieved an A1 in English Language for O-levels
-bipolar
-becoming schizophrenic
-Scoleciphobic
-Nyctophobic
-Cacodemomanic
-Dacnomanic **** VERY! ****
(obsession with killing)
-Planomanic
(I'm unable to conform)
-Ailuromanic
(I love cats so much!)
-Erotographomanic
(Ah... I'm a hopeless romantic...)
-Misomanic
(I HATE EVERYTHING!!)

LOVES..
-Art in general
-Blogging
-cats
-working
-chocolates
-cheese sauce from KFC :P
-red and purple
-roses with pointed petals
(better if it's gilded)
-anything gilded
-Scramler bikes!
-being random and odd
-to give lovebite
-I LOVE lovebites!
-a boy, whose stage name is Kozzy
-another boy.... a prison warren... Hmmm

HATES..
-her religion to be criticised
-to be made fun of
-some people at work
-money problems
-Nur Adilla a.k.a. MaryJane De La Cruz (yeah right)
-having her reputation at stake
-to be fondled (seriously, give me my space)
-to miss the ones I love

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[Aisha]
[Dahlia]
[Daniel]
[Dini]
[Deela the Bitch]
[Deela the Bitch 2]
[Fadhila]
[Faezah]
[Faizal]
[Fathiyah]
[Geraldine]
[Hafyz]
["He-Man" (blog)]
["He-Man" (DeviantArt)]
[Heikal]
[Izal]
[Jasmine]
[Ju]
[Juliee]
[Juliza]
[Kak Linda]
[Lutfi a.k.a. Jepon]
[Mao Hui]
[Mastura]
[Mato]
[Mazlan]
[Monroe the Band]
[Nur Shireen Ahmad Rosli]
[Nurul Deyi]
[Raqiah]
[Rice]
[Sakinah]
[Shafin]
[Stephanie]
[Sulinah]
[Syahirah]
[Tinkerbelle]
[Wanda]
[Yani]
[Yit Jing]

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Wishlist

- TO BE A PRO PHOTOGRAPHER!!!
- TO BITE/KISS RAMDAN'S THROAT
- TO HOLD RAMDAN AND NEVER LET GO
- I WANT EVERY ANNOYING FUCKER TO LEAVE ME ALONE

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