13 Autumns & A Widow

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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

To Ayim:

"You were my friend
Look at us now
Our paths reached a dead end
Sensei, I wont bow
You were there when I needed a hand
I moved as freely as you allow
But now I'm counting to ten
I will leave, no matter how

Thanks for your love and patience
Now thanks for your hate and vengeance
I take it from all dimensions
I've learnt it from your lessons
About the world and its relations

The spotlight was always on you
About being right and so true
Now you wont give in without a fight
And what am I supposed to do
You thought I've humiliated you
Tell me, who's embarrassed who
This world is full of sham and taboo
You motherfucker armed with tattoo

Love it cant be forced
I never wanted a divorce
You're a breaker of laws
An underworld god of Norse
What's his name? It was Loki
Now dont confuse it with Lutfi
You think you had won the trophy
By going steady with me

Now you call me your foe
Your fiend, you enemy-- I know
Speak for yourself and go with the flow
Live your life, I'm out of the show

I plead you to stop calling me on my phone
I'm scarred all the way to the bone
I just want you and your clone
To fucking LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

~An-Shannah Shanirah

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SHANNAH

XoXoXo
-born in year 1987
-birthdate unknown
-single && available
-is STILL in NYP
-has 2 jobs
-achieved an A1 in English Language for O-levels
-bipolar
-becoming schizophrenic
-Scoleciphobic
-Nyctophobic
-Cacodemomanic
-Dacnomanic **** VERY! ****
(obsession with killing)
-Planomanic
(I'm unable to conform)
-Ailuromanic
(I love cats so much!)
-Erotographomanic
(Ah... I'm a hopeless romantic...)
-Misomanic
(I HATE EVERYTHING!!)

LOVES..
-Art in general
-Blogging
-cats
-working
-chocolates
-cheese sauce from KFC :P
-red and purple
-roses with pointed petals
(better if it's gilded)
-anything gilded
-Scramler bikes!
-being random and odd
-to give lovebite
-I LOVE lovebites!
-a boy, whose stage name is Kozzy
-another boy.... a prison warren... Hmmm

HATES..
-her religion to be criticised
-to be made fun of
-some people at work
-money problems
-Nur Adilla a.k.a. MaryJane De La Cruz (yeah right)
-having her reputation at stake
-to be fondled (seriously, give me my space)
-to miss the ones I love

MEMBERS

[Aisha]
[Dahlia]
[Daniel]
[Dini]
[Deela the Bitch]
[Deela the Bitch 2]
[Fadhila]
[Faezah]
[Faizal]
[Fathiyah]
[Geraldine]
[Hafyz]
["He-Man" (blog)]
["He-Man" (DeviantArt)]
[Heikal]
[Izal]
[Jasmine]
[Ju]
[Juliee]
[Juliza]
[Kak Linda]
[Lutfi a.k.a. Jepon]
[Mao Hui]
[Mastura]
[Mato]
[Mazlan]
[Monroe the Band]
[Nur Shireen Ahmad Rosli]
[Nurul Deyi]
[Raqiah]
[Rice]
[Sakinah]
[Shafin]
[Stephanie]
[Sulinah]
[Syahirah]
[Tinkerbelle]
[Wanda]
[Yani]
[Yit Jing]

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Wishlist

- TO BE A PRO PHOTOGRAPHER!!!
- TO BITE/KISS RAMDAN'S THROAT
- TO HOLD RAMDAN AND NEVER LET GO
- I WANT EVERY ANNOYING FUCKER TO LEAVE ME ALONE

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